Disconnected thoughts

Haven't posted in a while...

Going shopping tomorrow. I am so excited.
Dinner with Andrew's family also. Yay! Love them!

January was a great reassurance that I am making the right steps in life.
Life is good. Work is a little more tolerable.

I miss having girls nights with Christy. (Dan too!)
I miss texting Blakely. Hurry up and get your Blackberry. :)


New Years Goals
- Learn to play at least one shooter game for boyfriend
- Continue being positive
- Find a job with a better and stable income
- Lose 40lbs.
- See Burbank
  • Current Music
    Andrew Talking

Forgive me...I must be 14 all over again!

I was soooooo spoiled this year but honestly I got the one thing I wanted more than anything....JOHN MAYER TICKETS! OH YES!
Honestly, if that's all I got I would've been completely satisfied! Finally after 5 years of waiting, I am going to see the sexiest musician and man alive, in person, March 31st. I am most excited for his blues and freestyle session. SO EXCITED.


On another note:
5 days till the new year
15 till our 1 year & peanut's birthday
:D
  • Current Music
    John Mayer-Heartbreak Warfare

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1. My ex is still... up to no good. He really needs a wake up call.

2. I am listening to... Warm 106.9 Christmas music

3. Maybe I should... clean my kitchen....tomorrow!

4. I love... the Christmas season. Amen Blakley!

5. My best friends... are amazing but few.

6. I don't understand... why life has to be so difficult all the time lately.

7. I lost... the battle but I will not lose the war.

8. People say... too many negative things.

9. The meaning of my screen name is... old yearbook nickname/joke.

10. Love is... my driving force in life.

11. Somewhere, someone is... seeing their mother, kissing Santa Claus.

12. I will always... have a big heart.

13. Forever seems... not that long.

14. I never ever want to... lose touch with Burbank. She's the only person other than Andrew I could never live without. 10 years strong! haha.

15. My cell phone is... opens in the middle making it perfect for holding credit cards and money!

16. When I wake up in the morning... I sound like an old person. *crack*

17. I get annoyed when... people won't really listen and give me a chance.

18. Parties are... an excuse to things you normally wouldn't do.

19. My pet(s) are/is... Peanut. She is a very small but powerful force of nature. I love her.

20. Kisses are the best when... they are from someone who knows you better than anyone else and loves you just the way you are.

21. Today I... was very very busy. Just trying to stay positive.

22. Tomorrow I will... be waking up early to go Christmas shopping.

Only the questions I like..

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Crystal
2. Cristal
3. Koala

THREE FAVOURITE DRINKS:
1. Water with lemon
2. Tea (chai & green)
3. Shirley temples

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My unconditional love for people
2. I'm mature. Out on my own, well with Andrew. And we're making it. I did it without help from my parents. I am very proud of the struggles I have overcome in my 22 years.
3. My boobs, eyes, and booty. haha.

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I get moody when I'm low on sleep.
2. I can be hard to please
3. My weight. I wanna lose 40lbs and honestly I'd be totally happy with myself.

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. Why baristas don't get paid better
2. People who have no passion for ANYTHING in life
3. Why he loves me so much

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. Progressive commercials
2. Ignorant people
3. Skinny jeans- They are soooo ugly.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Snuggles
2. Tea
3. Laughter

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. Walk a straight line. I'm super clumsy.
2. Sing very well
3. Play poker

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Motherhood
2. Yearbook Advisor
3. Hair Stylist

THREE COLORS YOU LIKE:
1. Yellow
2. Pink
3. Black

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD VISIT:
1. Hawaii
2. Las Vegas
3. Disneyland

THREE THINGS YOU'RE DOING RIGHT NOW:
1. Laying in bed
2. Trying to be warm
3. Trying to get better

Sorry if this is annoying. Needed to get my head on paper.

I feel. I ache. I love. I am passionate. I am addicted. I'm hurt. I am not orginal. I am afraid. I want. I need. I am human. I struggle. I hug. I play. I succeed. I wish. I dream. I touch. I crave. I beg. I design. I create. I reevaluate. I plead. I try. I understand. I consider. I party. I talk. I console. I move on.