chiquitaweasley

YES! MY LIFE IS COMPLETE! John Mayer is coming to Seattle, Key Arena, March 31st! I AM SOOOOO HAPPY!

It's official. My "clock" just started slowly ticking earlier this week. I want to be a mom. I'm not even married yet but I want it so badly. So many people I know are pregnant or already mothers! I feel a little silly for wanting it right now because I know it's not an option. Not at least till I'm 24. That's the earliest. I plan on getting married at 22 or 23. Then somewhere after there... Congrats to all future MILFS out there! I'm so happy for you guys!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Crystal
2. Cristal
3. Koala

THREE FAVOURITE DRINKS:
1. Water with lemon
2. Tea (chai & green)
3. Shirley temples

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My unconditional love for people
2. I'm mature. Out on my own, well with Andrew. And we're making it. I did it without help from my parents. I am very proud of the struggles I have overcome in my 22 years.
3. My boobs, eyes, and booty. haha.

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I get moody when I'm low on sleep.
2. I can be hard to please
3. My weight. I wanna lose 40lbs and honestly I'd be totally happy with myself.

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. Why baristas don't get paid better
2. People who have no passion for ANYTHING in life
3. Why he loves me so much

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. Progressive commercials
2. Ignorant people
3. Skinny jeans- They are soooo ugly.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Snuggles
2. Tea
3. Laughter

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. Walk a straight line. I'm super clumsy.
2. Sing very well
3. Play poker

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Motherhood
2. Yearbook Advisor
3. Hair Stylist

THREE COLORS YOU LIKE:
1. Yellow
2. Pink
3. Black

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD VISIT:
1. Hawaii
2. Las Vegas
3. Disneyland

THREE THINGS YOU'RE DOING RIGHT NOW:
1. Laying in bed
2. Trying to be warm
3. Trying to get better

I feel. I ache. I love. I am passionate. I am addicted. I'm hurt. I am not orginal. I am afraid. I want. I need. I am human. I struggle. I hug. I play. I succeed. I wish. I dream. I touch. I crave. I beg. I design. I create. I reevaluate. I plead. I try. I understand. I consider. I party. I talk. I console. I move on.

Lost my job today. Fuck my life.

I used to hate tomatoes and onions. But lately I cannot get enough of them. Oh and beer. I hated it all up until I found a couple brews I like. I also used to hate sour cream, mushrooms, toffee nut, poker, and so on....  I don't know if this all has to do with age or if I'm just changing. Either way I am loving all these new things.

Christy and I have THE BEST halloween costumes this year, just wait and see.... it's going to be AMAZING.

I am sooo excited for the holidays this year. My first holiday in my own apt. :) If anyone is getting rid of decorations of any kind for any holiday, or a desk let me know. I'm in need. haha.

I really love my crazy dog. She's so adorable and at the same time she really is a demon. haha.

 

This year isn't even 9 months over and I've already learned so much about myself. I am really excited about the next 3 the most though. I need to start saving for a plane ticket. Well at least half. Loving 2009. Yay for life. Love you Burbank.

This last week I wasn't really answering my phone or texting much. I figured I'd take a week and reflect. I needed to defragment my brain. I haven't really had a chance to sit down and sort all this chaos out properly. But now I can say a week later and a new hair color and I'm feeling fabulous. I love the fall. I miss it. I'm so happy it's on it's way. I love the rain, dark clouds, and the sound of the wind whipping through the trees. Oh I'm excited for pumpkin carvings! But most of all I love how much my life differs in each season. I love it! Summer has never been my season. Enough about seasons...

Things I am thankful for: my top five loves, hail storms, pumpkin spice, new work clothes, Andrew's family.

Things I am wanting: To see Ms. Burbank, new work shoes, a polish dog, and winter clothes!

I saw The Time Traveler's Wife trailer today and I'm determined to read the book before seeing the movie. It looks so good. But maybe it's just the hopeless romantic inside of me jumping with joy. But either way, I'm going to love it. :)

:::::Confession:::::

When I have completely awful days and I feel like there is no lower I could feel; I look at engagement rings and wedding dresses online.

I feel deathly. I don't feel good enough. I don't feel up to par.

My body is freaking out. It's breaking down again.
This is always scary. I don't like being broken.
I don't like being tested. I hate this.

I just got a seven hundred dollar ticket for blocking a lane. It wasnt even my fault. There was an accident infront of me! :(

FML

Good communication is probably the best skill to posses.

Oh the secrets we keep.

The out of character things I do.

I am discovering a part of myself I never thought I'd know.

I don't know how to fix this but I'll figure it out.

Jim Halpert: I think those might be empty.
Pam Beesly: No, no, cause the ice melts, and then it's like second drink.

Oh yes my life is grand.

I love you. I miss you.

I honestly have no idea who this is.

It's not me. It's def. not Andrew. He was with me, right next to me.
Plus he doesn't know my passwords. So... Who the hell is this?

And it's not Alysha, Daniel, or Christy...
Whoever it is should just reveal themself.

I'M LEAVING THIS UP FOR THE LAUGHS.

SOOOO I totally got hacked.